I never know what I do or what i feel now. I never realize that I have this feeling for my friend. I mean I am not too close with him, i just know him, we are just friend. Until my close friend told me that I am different when I saw him. Something strange happened to me. I don't know why, but after she told me like that I became more realize that I need him so much.

Have you ever experienced it before? You know, day by day become crazier than before because of that. See, you can smile when the one you love seems happy. You become happy just because the one you love is laughing for something you don't know. You feel that your burdens disappear when you meet the one you live. You feel that you are going to explode when the one you love is looking at you. You will never know how to explain that feeling you have. Because it is just like a magic. You won't need anything else but his smile. That's enough for you.

Sometimes i feel that he ignore me. I will jealous when he close with the other girls. But I try to erase that feeling, because I know that he is not mine (exactly now, but I don't know forward hahaha). But I know that he care for me. Gotcha!!! hahahahahaha....... That's enough..... Just do like usual but the important thing is he care for me... LOL.....

God bless.