SOME VALUES DURING THE HOLIDAY

From everything that happened here, finally I found something. Everything I got is always good, but I don’t always like it. Yeah, I proved it by myself after I’ve read Chronicles of Narnia: The Magician’s Nephew that is wrote,” All get what they want. They do not always like it.” After all I believe that I have got my things, all that I want, but I don’t always like it. But I thank God because He delivered me from evil. I almost did something stupid, but He prevented it for me. It was hurt of course, but it was hurt that set me free. I knew that I couldn’t do it by myself anyway. I just could smile to myself.

I learn to keep silent from having a loose tongue, I learn to be patient from anger, I learn to succumb from egoism. I learn to keep smiling from sorrow, and I learn to accept from the lost. When the heart says,” I want”, but the time says,” Hold on!” When the tears drop but the condition asks me to smile, when all things are felt boring but the situation says,” Keep moving!” I am still learning to understand that life is not as simple as say “No!” to the infirmities or as simple as say “Yes!” to the happiness. Those are part of our world. I am not a good person. I just try to manage myself to be better than I am before. I can fail sometimes, but it doesn’t matter. It isn’t important how many times I have failed, the essential is I must get it over. I like one of several characters in Chronicles of Narnia, Edmund, he taught me that we cannot erase our past, but we can definitely get over it. We don’t need to be perfect, because we aren’t perfect, but we need to be better that’s it.

Above all, I am happy because I can enjoy my coffee here anymore. Everyday…. All day long. I love it because they have their own characters of sensation. That Sunday afternoon my close old friend, Adrian, came and he invited me to our favorite café where we often came when we were in high school. I like cappuccino. Just like the coffee appearance, I love its beauty and mildness. That’s my soul. And I could guess what kind of coffee that Adrian would order, a cup of americano. He never changes. Like his favorite coffee, he is a cool person. I like spending my time with him during this holiday. I can hang out with him without money on my pocket, because he is simple. We can talk each other in front of my house, watch the stars in the dark sky, watch the movies in our gadget. Yah, he is always interest in the simple things. Unique….. That’s why I never felt bored with him. And now I just want to find my close friend around here.