This is my last posting before I go home this Saturday. You know, I can't feel nothing now. I don't know what happen to me. I just see nothing, everything is dark. I can see nothing. I am afraid to open my eyes, I scare with the reality, I don't wanna live in this real world if i could do it. Have you ever experienced it? I thing that this is the worst moment in my worst year. I hope that I can make it better next year. No body's wrong. I am wrong.... Although I have a reason to do that but I do know i was wrong.
I just can say "This is perfect!" Really, Honestly.... Serious! Perfect because I have done the stupid thing. I've alreday done. I hope that I have the other lives besides here. I hope that I don't need to wear a mask in front of people. I hope that I live in the Neverland with Peterpan where I always smile, no tears, no pain, no reality. What a stupid idea! I can't see which is the right one or which is the wrong one. I do know it is different but i can't see nothing!
Do you understand me? I don't need your presence, I just need your shadow when i try to hide from reality.
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